Living on Borrowed Time

I don’t know if this is happening til I get a punch biopsy, but these bumps on my shoulder are making me nervous. Breast cancer can get in your lymphatic system as mine has. My hubs (who started cursing and never curses) and rad doc have looked at it and I’ll soon get a biopsy. Here’s a graph of how lymphs track on the chest area. Warning there’s a drawn breast in the photo so…

So all this makes me nuts. This is my left side that’s been radiated like crazy, but it’s above the radiation line. The 45 chemos obviously didn’t touch it. What are they gonna do? Take off all my skin? Radiate again? This is making me crazy. The disease is relentless. One day at a time. Breathe. I’d appreciate prayers. Venting through writing. PS punch biopsy at one on Monday. Loooong weekend.